BEAUTIFUL CHAOS

 


So I wanted to share something I've been going over in my mind for a few days. Yesterday I got this picture which was a perfect representation of a conversation I had with, well, a depth loving person. I was going to speak about what this picture represents to him but I will instead make it a supposed "us" thing.

I call this a Beautiful Chaos because of the evident conflict between the earth and the sky. To me this is a tussle between brain and heart, light and darkness, fear and courage, certainty and confusion. It is all the things about love that are imperfect but must be endured and experienced. He said to me, the lighting symbolized a form of communication between these two 'entities' and I agree. Brain is fighting heart on something they both know and have understood for a while now. I said to him, the world needs a balance. there cannot be light without darkness, no gain without pain, fear without courage, strength without weakness because each of these influence one another. 

I see a conflict, in this instance, a battle of whether allowing oneself to fall or not, to fight truth and create your own in the hopes that it'll keep your armor from the smudge of an imperfect and potential failed love. I've believed that there is no feeling or action  more certain and assertive as love, even at its most impulsive it exposes the truth with no stutter. Any kind of love; mother and daughter, father and son, husband and wife, among neighbors and friends. It has its own balance as I've come to learn; a perfect love is unrealistic and it would be boring honestly. 

I appreciate that you chose this picture and remembered I love sunflowers. It also is somewhat a representation of what us Geminis are, two sides of a coin, the May and June geminis, complicated, unpredictable, indecisive, true chaos and beauty. But I want for you to let go, perhaps if not now, then someday. Let your own guard down for a change and surprise yourself. I'll also have you know that this thing you run from is God given, it cannot survive on its own without TRUST, HOPE and FAITH.

What a tragedy it must be to tormented by a love you run from. Though I will say, you're not running. A huge part of you has accepted that while you're still here, you found something you're certain of, something your heart has betrayed your brain for, now pick your struggle.

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  1. You've already said it that you can't have one without the other, that there's beauty in the struggle.

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