ASSERTED FLOW, SETTLED AND PLANTED FIRMLY FORWARD.

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Ready,

when you are,
But even so,
without you,
to be of love, as uncertainty wraps around you but not this self Lucy,
Ti's you, ti's you, ti's you,
Of life, once again,
Of life, ti's you unravelled, yet to be rediscovered. So Welcome, Darling at your dearest,
Perhaps softest.
How does it feel to breathe?
Again? In harmony?
One rhythmically with self,
Failing and winning so successfully,  simultaneously with a mind untamed as if reborn.
Untouched by men, gratitude lacked in women given love, from broken pieces collected from places touched by men with dirty hands,
Oh, how I've missed you my lover...
I've spent nights fantasising on these love notes I'd leave you.
They've echoed deeply in her brain, flowed through heart and twirled in the stomach creating chaos instead of butterflies, floating violently up the spine imagining themselves as words,
Yet they got stuck, trying not to precipitate into tears my mother wept that drive alone from the airport.
How proud I've been from afar. Watching you bloom, oh new moon.
This new seed growing in pain and with divine difficulty. 
Oh beauty, savoured in disappointment. Words have failed you senseless.
Memories of violence from a stranger,
Mishandled without consent by foreign evils with light skin, hebrew name as "who is like God."
June 5th of the 22nd year in the 2000s with whisky that connected those lessons I heal from.
So Years out of funk looking to settle scores with traumas inflicted on you,
but look darling, the flow has flew you back to new heights of self.
I love this spirit. A newness in immersion into being. A child of greatness. Guided and holding inside an intensity now you know what to do with you.
Hello beautiful,
Worthy of ululations my love,  seen and endured in deep imperfection.
Unseeking, unseriously perceived yet so wholly desired. We've missed you love... there's more work to be done.

Open your windows Lucy,
It is time to reshape pains all over again.
Your guides call you. 

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