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THERE ARE SIMPLY NO RULES

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I'd like to think I'm a bold person. I've taken a chance on something people don't understand. I realized that mostly I downplay how it actually feels so people don't find me delusional and sappy. I've come to love it and it is because I chose it. We criticize the things we don't understand and things we really haven't experienced. This week I've wanted one thing only, and so far I've found myself speaking about this one thing trying to express just how it is possible. Someone I've come to respect   asked, how do I know for sure it will work? The thing is, I do not but what I believe is that love is a sure feeling, or as Miguel says, "...a sure thing". The guarantee that it will stay in the same place forever is unknown. Relationships are tricky for most parts especially something like what I have, but personally I've grown to understand that I first needed to be open to something like this. I didn't have expectations; I ...

DEAR NEO

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I realize just how much I enjoy learning from others. I spoke to Neo today (almost all day) about our different lives and let me tell you something, I don't take these types of talks lightly. So, back track to 2016, this girl asked me to give her my black dress (which I was wearing at the time) and she kept asking for it every time we'd bump into each other. So fast forward to 2017, I made a decision that landed me where I am today. Do I regret it? Absolutely not. Neo and I have this in common. I spent most of my 2018 being anxious about what people would say or think about the decision to leave varsity to go to another one. Here's what I told myself: - Life does not sit and wait for you to be ready to be who you were meant to be: I realized I grew up being judged so much that I was doing it to myself, which hindered my hesitation to step out of my shell and make choices that I would reflect on and feel at easy with myself. - I am the one suffering just being in an env...